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Wicked tantrums leaking from your veins
 Whispering to me like a child in the street
 You secrete your need for something more
 Like a beggar looking for a feast
 
 Will you come to me in the night
 When I call upon you to shroud me
 With heavens delights
 I find you delectable even though its not right
 
 Licking serum from your lips
 I crave the sweet acrid pain you fill me with
 Holding out until the time when if I 
 Should speak one word you’d be mine
 
 Rolling muscles my legs ache for more
 Pushed up against the banister a 
 Warning from a strangers saves me 
 From the pull of the moon entwining our souls
 
 Should you care to look deeper
 You’ll find a rabid gold mine tapped
 Only at the surface biding its time
 Until the right one comes to explore
 
 Pulsing the rich blood from its sleeping state
 You find a match worthy if only
 You could partake – deviate from your crisis 
 And reach into the depths to find the diamond
 
 Awake now and see the truth behind
 Eyelids filled with sunshine and hope

pressing against you , 
 chasing invisible lines
 tracing circles,
 through you .
 
 whispering voices, 
 echo
 I hear your steps, 
 like heartbeats
 thrum...thrum..thrum
 
 I dream the dream,
 I live lies,
 searching, seeking
 begging forgiveness, 
 from strangers...
 
 the mirror always reflects, 
 that which I do not need, 
 looking deeper, 
 a shadow of you ...
 
 come closer,
 outstretched hands
 empty with desire..

reaching through the mirror
 with whispered words
 she holds your shadow 
 pulling you through 
 this looking glass
 broken 
 stained by hours of 
 sleepless nights spent
 burried alone
 
 turning you notice the
 glimpse of the shade fade
 wondering
 has it left you…
 feeling
 its satisfaction with this new game
 
 whispered echos of forgiveness
 reverberate
 through the shielded walls
 falling against deaf stone and glass
 turning back into air 

....tap tap..
 I heard your heart
 beating lyrically
 
 names...I heard
 calling out, 
 
 Were you seeking me?
 
 broken pieces, strewn
 like rain drops....
 
 shadows on the wall, 
 smudges,left behind
 as you walked away .
 
 into the aether,
 I heard your whisper
 a memory.....
 forgotten.
 
 circles turning, 
 days into night
 satisfaction,
 denied.
 
 Once again,
 Empty.
 
 I sleep alone,
 waiting for you, 
 I sleep alone,
 buried, 
 neath the memories 
 of yesterday...
 
 

At your feet

Slipping,

The strings

That hold you

Fallen,

bunched, at your feet
 

Step,

Into mine embrace

Lay beside me

Lustfully, keeping time

breathe……breathe….

Blue Eyes

Blue Eyes

I see you

Everyday,

Blue eyes

Smiling,

I am Afraid

To Step,

Alongside

And ask your name.

Blue Eyes

I asked myself

What should I do ?

I could lose you ,

Either way.

Against the Satin

whimper...whimper..
A Soft whisper
satin against skin.
a war of attrition
Starved,
you fold swiftly

Kneeling, begging
the urgency of it
runs deep,

Into your mind,
you try to
slip,
the bonds
of lust
holding you to me.

arching, upwards
you fight ,
against, the
invisibility
of your bondage

Sweat, trickles
beads of pearls
down,
to your innermost
desires,
that gift
you will give ....

Exhale

lips rouged red
eyes darkened
lustful smile
pink inside

painted tips
fingered,
gliding upwards
splayed eagle
blinded.

Bound, trussed
tied,
Toyed, teased
tasted.

lips rouged red
eyes darkened
lustful smile
pink inside

glistening dew
falling,
slowly trickling
pieces of lust
washing down
your thighs.

coaxing carefully
measured breaths
leaking spent desire

...waltz of you

I am the emptiness
your waiting dreams
hidden desires
pent up screams.
wash away thy pain
kneel
beside me,
embrace
my darkness
dance with my lust.

follow the chimes
inside your head
waltz with me
test the bonds
push away yesterday
walk into tonight

whisper
to me
your delight.

instruments
played
against your skin
strumming
desire

fragments of pleasure
replayed
over and over
open your eyes
......
shall we begin again?

.so many ways

A thousand images
replayed
of you
walking away...

hundreds of words
whispered
through the years
Now alone,
I sleep
in silence..

memories,
like footprints...
leading far away
lost in the sunset
of yesterday

Tomorrow
will not,
so easily wash
the stains
left on my
pillows....

I carry
scars,
like badges

Victorious,
sing the praises

fragments,  remain
reminders of pain

What was,
will
come again.....

Every Day , Memories

Flood my senses

Pieces of you

Fading, in and out

I sleep alone

holding, onto

The jagged shards

Left behind

When you walked away

..WAXING DROPS OF YOU

waxy drops
falling
clumps
of desire
melting


beads of sweat,
nay ecstasy
I smell you ,
my fingers
coated
with pearls of you

flickering candles
eyes dialted,
awash
in the moments
spent
catching your breath

Pent up inside
a magical cage
held together
by invisible bonds

Held for me....